GC’s Blog

    It’s been long time I’ve never write anything in this blog, because of before this I was too busy I’ve never had time to do so, scared about can’t finish my work in my university. I’ve never had nice and tight sleep, as well as dream… Finally, now I’m in a week holiday… And I had nice sleep and I dreamt… About her… It’s really been long time never dream about her… It’s was so real, at least in my dream, she cares about me, she’ll ask me am I ok, when I’m not happy, and seems want to know what’s going on with me,… It was really great… We talked, we laughed, we were joking, at least I can be a little bit more than in reality now, at least we are closer, we are closer friends to each other… But when I woke up from my sleep… I realized… It’s merely a dream… I was like… Argh!!! T.T And don’t know why my heart feels so… Like falling into pieces… I wonder when will this ‘dream’ ever come to reality?  I know, now I don’t even have chance to talk to her as much, don’t even have chance to know her well,… As may be I don’t dare… And I don’t really like to make people feel bad… And I don’t really hope I made it worse that she will hate me… I wish that… 顺其自然吧！很多东西不能逼的，我不想弄巧反拙… 可是我是希望… 至少… … …

杨宗伟《洋葱》

如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到 心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己 像是空气

大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我 笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己

如果你愿意一层一层
一层的剥开我的心
你会发现 你会讶异
你是我 最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层
一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能 听到我
看到我的全心全意

听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望 装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒
专属的剧情

如果你愿意一层一层
一层的剥开我的心
你会发现 你会讶异
你是我 最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层
一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能 听到我
看到我的全心全意

你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能 听到我
看到我的全心全意

德毅

二零零八年八月二十九日